Love, if I say so

I was really enjoying Kaysie's company. We've really gotten to know each other these past few weeks, and have been getting closer... I was planning on asking her out on the 4th of July, but guess what?

As if an echo of the past, Amy has yet again interfered with my love life.

What grudge she has against me, I don't know, but she managed to convince Kaysie that I'm just using her and that I'm not good for her, and is trying to hook her up with some guy named Jason.

Yeah, me, I'm such a player... right...

So thanks a lot Amy, even though I talked to you on the phone for almost 2 hours the first time you had sex with Dustin just to comfort you and assure you everything would be ok... and then encouraged you to pray with him... and then you did it again and didn't seem to care anymore...

Even though, after what you did to Megan and I, I STILL forgave you and accepted that yes, people CAN change... but you, you've not changed at all, you're still the same, you're still the same demented heart breaker that Ashley Huff turned you into 5 years ago.

FIVE YEARS AMY, you've been like this for 5 years, ever since Ashley took you under her wing while she was dating Dave, and taught you how to destroy lives... Just the way SHE destroyed mine... to the point where I had the muzzle of my dads hand gun pressed against my forehead...

Then she destroyed Daves life... And finally, she was gone, we never had to worry about her again.

Then you and Dave... the ultimate back stabbing of all, to find out that the WHOLE TIME Danielle was cheating on me with Dave, and Dave was cheating on Carrie with Danielle, he was ALSO cheating on Carrie with you... and you knew! You knew about him and Danielle! And didn't even tell me!!! You didn't tell me so I could tell Carrie, who was my best friend!

That summer I spent away from Mason First, away from you, with Megan, that was the only peace her and I had together. AS SOON as you two started to become friends again, it went downhill from there. We started fighting, she started to try to control me, all to trump everything you did with Miles... I didn't even know it was a game. Eventually you decided to turn her into a slut. Convinced her to have sex... and since I wouldn't, she went to Casey Nowicki, the guy who ALMOST nailed you too Amy but Dave and I, DESPITE what you and Ashley did, still talked you out of it... you hooked them up... and they had sex... and she had sex with Zack... and that other dude... and I had NO idea.

I finally got out of it... it's been 2 years Amy, I've been single for 2 years, I FINALLY decided it was time to try again, to start fresh without all the FUCKING drama and backstabbing, and the INSTANT you caught wind that I was getting together with Kaysie you just HAD to get in the middle of it and bring it all crashing down right on my pathetic ass.

She thinks I was using her now, Amy... you deny it, but you KNOW what you did.

Too bad for you, she doesn't like that person you introduced her too...

Too bad for me, not only did I miss an opportunity to date somebody I really like, but I also lost a good friend, all thanks to YOU.

You can bet that the next girl I meet will not have ANYTHING to do with you. I've ALWAYS been there and I've always forgiven you, and while I still forgive you, I'm NOT forgetting what you've done to me... I thought I was out of this shit Amy and just when I thought the coast was clear you come out of nowhere and destroy things for me all over again.

Thanks, a lot.