...and I'm about to BREAK

I think I've had enough of the hypocrisy.

One moment, a guy is singing a beautiful song about the Lord and worshipping and all that...

The next he's grabbing my ass and being so foul mouthed I can't even stand to be in the same room.

Maybe he thinks its funny but I think its disgusting.

Another one... aspirations to be a pastor... yet he is just as filthy, constantly making sexual comments to girls... getting REALLY annoying.

Ok we have this inside joke about "hand shaking..." Basically, instead of kissing his wife on their first date, Pastor Mitch shook her hand. That's the joke. Hand shaking means KISSING, NOT sex... But for some reason a few people have evolved it to mean sex.

I joke about shaking hands with Sara and Jess... but I'm talking about kissing, not sex.

I'm sick of dealing with all the immaturity. I had a great day yesterday hanging out with Sara, Nikki and Jess going to visit Ruth... and even when we went ice skating, and Stu and Travis joined us.

But today... Miles was ALL OVER Jessica again... Jake was being disgusting... then he started throwing stuff at my car while we were going down the road... I've had enough of it.

We were supposed to play flag football today and I was REALLY looking forward to it, but I just couldn't stand Miles anymore.

I'm tired of seeing him with his hands all over Jessica, it's REALLY pissing me off, and it's ONLY for the fact that he KNOWS it pisses me off and he STILL does it. He rubs it in my face.

No more than 1 passenger in my car ever again. Yesterday was fine, but today, Jake and Miles made a MESS.

Miles spilled pop all over my center console and the floor, JUST after I cleaned it... and Jake-or SOMEBODY in the back seat left a bunch of taco crap all over the floor and seat.

You know I am THIS close to just never going back to the fucking place, look what it does to me... Church shouldn't do this to people!!!! I leave there in worse shape than I'm in when I enter!!