Stay

Things are on the right path now... I have to say I'm REALLY relieved that my friends aren't so fed up that they aren't willing to give me a chance to make it right...

No more of my old self, that's going away. I know it's going to be hard and I might slip up now and again but I made that clear to Ruth and Sara and they agreed to help me through this.

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I was listening to iTunes earlier... I went and wiped my database of all my angry music, I tend to find that my mood when typing blogs and such is very much influenced by the music I have playing.

But anyways, my playlist cycled through some 12 Stones and I heard a song that I'd not listened to after I purchased, and I am just amazed because the lyrics are SO fitting. The song is called "Stay", and here's how it goes:

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I walk to the edge again, searching for the truth
Taken by the memories of all that I've been through
If I could hear your voice I know that I would be okay
I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you to stay
Won't you stay

Will you be here or will I be alone
Will I be scared, you'll teach me how to be strong
And if I fall down will you help me carry on
I cannot do this alone

I wish that I could turn back time just to have one more chance
To be the man I need to be, I pray you'll understand
If I could hear your voice I know that I would be okay
I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you to stay
Won't you stay

Will you be here or will I be alone
Will I be scared, you'll teach me how to be strong
And if I fall down will you help me carry on
I cannot do this alone

I need your hand to help me make it through again
Nothing compares to how I feel when I look at you
You never know, you never know tomorrow
You never know, you never know tomorrow
Don't walk away

Will you be here or will I be alone
Will I be scared, you'll teach me how to be strong
And if I fall down will you help me carry on
I cannot do this alone

I am not alone I know you're there
I am not alone.

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The song was written about God, but I can relate it not ONLY to God, but to my friends
as well. This song just spoke out to me... beautiful song as well, I encourage you to check
it out.